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Apathetic=Pathetic

Every since I can remember I have been a Christian.  I was raised in the church and was saved at the age of seven.  I went to church whenever the door was open (how cliche is that?), and always knew the right answers to all of the profound Sunday School questions that I was asked as a child.  I tended to think that I was some kind of church all-star.  The longer I was in church the more I understood the church code and when to say words like sanctification.  It became a game that I played, and a game that I won.  While I was earning my badges and honors in church, I was being destroyed by the number one killer among "church kids", apathy.  I didn't care about what the Bible commanded or what God expected me to be.  I was saved by grace, and that was all that mattered.   I did the very thing that Paul commanded against,      1 What shall we say then? Are we to continue in sin that grace may abound? 2 By no means! How can we who died to sin still live in it?  Ro
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New Year

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my prayer

When I was younger I started keeping a prayer journal, where I would write down my prayers instead of say them out loud. Writing them out makes me think more than just saying empty words, and I can go back and look how God has blessed me.  I really enjoy writing them and I thought I would post one of my prayers from a couple of weeks ago.  This is mainly a blog for me and helping me stay honest and spend time with God.  God, Help me.  I haven’t talked to you in a very long time and I guess I am coming to you because I need your help.  I need a job, one that will allow me to have weekend and nights off.  I know who you are so I know you are capable to grant me this task.  So I am praying to you with the faith that knows that you are greater than anything I can imagine and you are in control of all things. Help me.  I don’t know what to expect with this new youth ministry.  I think that the community and school has big potential, but I just don’t know where to start.  Give me w

regrets

When I was a junior in high school I was playing in one of my first varsity football games.  We were losing by less than a touchdown with not much time left.  The coach put me in at receiver and the call was a deep route to me.  As I was running my route the ball was thrown to me, and the defender guarding me pulled on my jersey to slow me down.  Obviously this is illegal, so I stopped and threw up my hands to get the call.  The ref never made the call.  Looking at it on film the next day, if I would have kept running I might could have caught the ball and gotten yards to help us get closer, or even score a touchdown.  Instead I stopped my route and complained.  This is a play that I run in my head every now and then and I regret that I stopped my route.  I might not have scored, I might not have even caught the ball, but I will never know because I didn't even try. Many Christians today are paralyzed by things they have done and decisions they have made that they regret.  We ge